NUMBERS
I don't think you realize what's happening
I put a penny in you take the cent and ask for a check
My words are being analyzed by the wrong side of your brain
I'm being hypnotized by your lack of mindfulness
You memorize my mistakes and alphabetize them in your head
I don't understand why I'm still standing here
Hoping that you'll come down from your cloud
We just finished a race and you're already preparing for the next
Slow down we might have a chance to recover what
we left behind I run in circles inside
my room to untie
The stress that you ignite
You memorize my mistakes and alphabetize them in your head
I don't understand why I'm still standing here
Hoping that you'll come down from your cloud
I am not math I am not a puzzle
I am not math I am not a puzzle
I am words I am a note
I am words I am a note
So, why do you talk to me in numbers?
You memorize my mistakes and alphabetize them in your head
I don't understand why I'm still standing here
Hoping that you'll come down from your cloud
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NUMBERS
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DEVIL'S CANDY
He sleeps too much
When problems get too heavy
He thinks if he hides
Little rocks inside a pipe
Frustration will divide
Stress will vaporize
He says, understand me baby
I'll get stronger later
He whispers, hug me, kiss me baby
Don't forget to pray for me later
He wonders what corner
He should look for answers
He hasn't figured out
The questions yet
My tongue is not a sponge
That can wipe out his past
My hands are not pens
Able to write in future tense
He says, understand me baby
I'll get stronger later
He whispers, hug me, kiss me baby
Don't forget to pray for me later
You gotta stop before it stops you
You better start to clean up your senses
He says, understand me baby
I'll get stronger later
He whispers, hug me, kiss me baby
Don't forget to pray for me later
he woke up early this morning
and said he misses his son
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FOREPLAY
FOREPLAY
i'm gonna be your little soldier
you will give comands
and i will primly follow
i'm gonna be your little bell boy
i will bring you wine
wearing a kitchen towel
tonight i'll induce
pain without a knife
tonight i'll abduct
your mind and your mouth
tonight i'll induce
pain
we are locked in this case
noone will bother us
nobody can save us
gonna burn your flesh
with my flames
that your body craves
and necessitates
tonight i'll induce
pain without a knife
tonight i'll abduct
your mind and your mouth
tonight i'll induce
pain
i'll be your colombian monkey
i will climb your tree
i will peel your skin
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NO MORE QUESTIONS
CONVERSATION EVATION
I feel the force of your words
To soon swim out of your mouth
Talk and things like this
Are part of the theme
Tie down your words
The sound of your blood
Is loud enough
Don't think of meaning now
Just dissolve your thoughts
No more questions for now
Time to serve one more
Honey and needles drip and fall
Summer and winter roam about
Time again to draw away
A conversation attempt
The sound of your blood is loud enough
Don't think of meaning now
Just dissolve your thoughts
No more questions for now
Time to serve one more
Hold block drown your sound
Roll run float into my mouth
Don't think of meaning now
Just dissolve your thoughts
No more questions for now
Time to serve one more
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CAN'T SELL LOVE
Do you want my hands?
Do you want my heart?
Do you want my face?
Do you want my flesh?
What do you want?
Do you want to buy
A piece of my love?
Do you want do buy it
With a bill or a check?
I can't sell love
Do you want to play
One more round?
Do you want to start
To arm-wrestle with our minds
Are you afraid of loneliness?
Are you afraid of yourself?
What do you want?
Do you want to buy
A piece of my love?
Do you want do buy it
With a bill or a check?
I can't sell love
You think you love me
But that is just a strong fixation
With the wrong possession in your mind
Do you want my word?
Do you want my blood?
What do you want?
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FALL
FALL
Don't call me
Don't listen to me
Don't persuade me
Don't care for me
Cause if you do
Cause if you do
I will have to
Fall in love with you
I will have to
Fall in love with you
Don't dulcify my lips
Don't cherish my skin
Don't display your intellect
Don't make me smile
Once again
Cause if you do
Cause if you do
I will have to
Fall in love with you
I will have to
Fall in love with you
Just when I began to think
That love was a house
Far away from me
You came with your jokes
You came with your peace
You came with your comfort
And you and I merged in
Don't paint on me with your tongue anymore
Don't staple your name on my thoughts
Cause if you do
I will have to fall, fall, fall
In love with you
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WE DON'T BELONG TOGETHER
WE DON'T BELONG TOGETHER
While waiting for you
To have our last talk
I glimpse at the bed
Where I once belonged
At a burned pan
At my smile on a portrait
At a scratch on a glass
At your coffee pot
I love you
But our wires don't splice
I love you
But you and I are wise
Enough to realize
That we are two minds
That repel from each other
We just don't belong together
While waiting for you
I glimpse at the chair
Where we once made
Love for a while
Six years have passed
No, we don't fight
But we are more like
Brothers than lovers
I love you…
I will walk away
Before your knowledgeable hands
Change my mind
I will walk away
Before your tears take all
My clothes out of my suitcase
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ENJOY YOUR STAY
JUST ENJOY YOUR STAY
I never asked for saving
You assumed I needed need
The pamphlet on my door
Didn't read ready to adapt
And conform
Don't blame my loneliness
For your mistake to assume that
I wanted touch for long
Just shut up and come
here
These days are what they are
Let them become what they will be
Without making them more
Than what they should be
If you hang around
I might talk for long enough
To where I mention you in the bunch
Of dates in front of us
Don't blame my isolation
For your mistake to assume
That I needed a romance
Just shut up let me come
In
These days are what they are
Let them become what they will be
Without making them more
Than what they should be
Don't pretend to be
Don't expect to keep
Just enjoy the stay
And extricate your brain
These days are what they are
Let them become what they will be
Without making them more
Than what they should be
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frazer kennedy yesterday's gone
18
RIDE
Do you mean to slash my hands
With your impassive eyes
Do you mean to drink my wine
Without enjoying every drop
Or is it natural
Let’s go for a ride
I’ll drive you can make me laugh
Let’s go for a ride
No rain is supposed to land
On this side of town
Do you mean to shield your face
From any kind of showdown
Do you mean to tip toe over
My try to mend this right
Let’s go for a ride
I’ll drive you can make me laugh
Let’s go for a ride
No rain is supposed to land
On this side of town
No more question marks
Faith is enough at this time
13
CHERISH THE MOMENT
CHERISH THE MOMENT
I've given more than I am able to
I've sacrificed more than I ever have
I've stretched myself more than i really can
you hose me down with your problems
and then you walk away
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
crush the ghosts in your past
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
drip some love, don't take it back
you always say I like to bruise your heart
you never unveil everything in your case
you always say my hand is much too late
I will be long gone
when you discern my love
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
crush the ghosts in your past
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
drip some love, don't take it back
I offer honest verbs
my taciturn advice
bleach your sight
remove the wax
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
crush the ghosts in your past
cherish the moment
credit my effort
lift me up for a change
drip some love, don't take it back
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I AM NOT
I AM NOT
You wanna believe that I am a flower
But I am nothing than some dry grass
You wanna make me promise to love you forever
Forever is a word that only lives in fairy tales
Let's not dream and take this for what it is
I am not a thought that makes sense
I am just an aimless body on the road
I am not a clock that will make you feel rushed
I don't like to walk with weights
You wanna lean against someone who is concrete
But I am nothing else than a floating leaf
You want me to become a net for you to fall in
But I can barely lift up my bones and clothes
I don't think I am what you're looking for
I am not a thought that makes sense
I am just an aimless body on the road
I am not a clock that will make you feel rushed
I don't like to walk with weights
Blow all the pressure out
Delineate the good for now
I am not a thought that makes sense
I am just an aimless body on the road
I am not a clock that will make you feel rushed
I don't like to walk with weights
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TOO MUCH SPACE
I feel like
Drinking water
Until my body explodes
I feel like digging out my heart
And leave it in the basement
As a snack for the rats
So that I don't feel as heavy
So that I don't feel as alone
So that I don't feel as lost
Cause I have too many fingers
I have too many eyes
I have too many teeth
I have too many feelings
That wander about
Cause without you
There's too much space
Too much time
Too many people
There's lack of light
I feel like sewing my eyelids
So that no more tears
Can get out of there
I feel like gluing my hands together
So that I don't write about you
Anywhere, everywhere
Cause I have…
As bouncy as a rubber ball
As strong as a paper-made wall
Without you
Without you
Without you
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NOT TONIGHT
NOT TONIGHT
Don't know if I have
The energy tonight
Don't know if my mind
Can resist the bite
Of another fight
This tiff swallows time
I can't afford to blow
I yield I give up
My guitar and I need
To be alone
Yes, I am
Asking you today
To hold your disparaging
At least until I
Finish this song
There's nothing else to break
Nothing else to braid
These walls are wearing scorn
Instead of paint
They're full of contempt
When I open that door
My new hands will come out
They will not fix your mess
But at least they will bear
More patience and strength
Yes, I am
Asking you today
To hold your disparaging
At least until I
Finish this song
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THANKS
THANKS
Thank you for turning my trust
Into cigarette ashes
Thank you for withering the gardenia within
Thank you for filling my cup
With your bittersweet candy
Thank you for basting my raw meat
With your acid
Go and don't comeback
Demanding one more drink
You are a disease
Your venom is not weak
Thanks for embedding your shoe
Deep into my face
Sorry if I write too much
About your disdain
Thanks for delivering words
That grind up my passion
You drank my wine
Without my consent
Go and don't comeback
Demanding one more drink
You are a disease
Your venom is not weak
You gashed my character
Inflated my defects
After I felt with you safe
Go and don't comeback
Demanding one more drink
You are a disease
Your venom is not weak
thank you for nada
15
SWINE
You always wear a smile and
Behind it is a mind full of
Excrement
You fed me those white lines
You poured gallons of wine
I’m an experiment
To you
You wanna save the world
By making them your whores
You wanna see how long you can play
You wanna see how long it would take
To destroy someone’s life
To polute someone’s heart
Then bring them up again
The one inch of me that you couldn’t infect
Will affect the rest
Soon I will be ten thousand times what I was
Without your help
You’re mad cause I left before
You could add my name
You wanna see how long you can play
You wanna see how long it would take
To destroy someone’s life
To polute someone’s heart
Then bring them up again
You’re trying to clog all the holes inside
This sick hobby of yours has made you a swine
Yes, I’ve seen you cry
You wanna see how long you can play
You wanna see how long it would take
To destroy someone’s life
To polute someone’s heart
Then bring them up again
15
SPACE IN BETWEEN
SPACE IN BETWEEN
I am not caramel
That's what your lips expect
I am the space
Between the last one and the next
I am not as strong
As I was before
Feelings have born
A puzzle has formed
Be patient
Let what what's left unfold
Maybe your love will grow
Be patient
Let what what's left unfold
Maybe your love will grow
Take your time
Use everything but my heart
Don't look back once gone
I'm very used to being alone
I am not as strong
As I was before
Feelings have born
A puzzle has formed
Be patient
Let what what's left unfold
Maybe your love will grow
Be patient
Let what what's left unfold
Maybe your love will grow
For me
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LUST
LUST
went for a walk
and found your touch
don't wanna want you
but i can't defy this urge
to wipe my sweat
off with your flesh
I am not lucid
your blue eyes cloud my sense
this is not conservative
it's irrationality
if we keep it short and simple
we will reach internal heights
this is not a sham impulse
this is not a cup of ice
it's a blaze with wild arms
once we kiss the time will melt
you are a dance
that crawls inside
there's no pattern or
a line to follow here
no reservation
there is eruption
this is a vile confusion
that feels so good it aches
this is not conservative
it's irrationality
if we keep it short and simple
we will reach internal heights
this is not a sham impulse
this is not shaven ice
it's a blaze with wild arms
once we kiss the time will melt
we are confined
in this small space
yet I feel so
emancipated
this is not conservative
it's irrationality
if we keep it short and simple
we will reach internal heights
this is not a sham impulse
this is not shaven ice
it's a blaze with wild arms
once we kiss the time will melt
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NEW LIFE
I pawned my problems when I met you
I will redeem them once i'm candid with you
I drink to numb my anguish
I smoke my stress away
i've been inside of a picture frame
My mind was dehydrated
My heart was overworked
My inspiration was dry and
My will was strangled
You are the liquid that I needed
The day off that I was waiting for
The muse that was gone
The spirit that woke up my soul
there was a time when i craved revolt
now i want to be part of your picturesque world
You are the pencil that drew an open door
You are the angel that lit up my hole
My mind was dehydrated
My heart was overworked
My inspiration was dry and
My will was strangled
You are the liquid that I needed
The day off that I was waiting for
The muse that was gone
The spirit that woke up my soul
we found each other
life found me again
before the needle came
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Tupac Speech in 1993
Tupacs Speech in 1993 about white people specially the white government of the United States seeing all black folks as gangstas and niggaz and thugz.
